Annoyed with Myself

UPDATE:
So I got a free week long membership to the Meyer Center and I took advantage of it today. When I get mad at myself I tend to get motivated just to prove myself wrong. I went and I worked-out for a little over an hour and I am currently paying the consequences as every muscle in my body is screaming at me!!! Now I just have to work through the pain and keep going because I made tremendous progress from yesterday!
Heather

ORIGINAL:
Hey Everyone,

I'm calling in the troops. I went training with my Sergeant yesterday and it didn't go as successful as I hoped it would! I have exactly eight weeks today until I report for duty and I have a long road of work ahead of me. I've gotten mad at myself for not succeeding and my motivation level has hit the floor. I'm beginning to wonder if I'm going be able to accomplish what I need to accomplish in the short eight weeks I have.

I have a plan set in motion for what I need to accomplish and I'm going to do everything I can to keep myself on that plan but I also need your help! I have until Tuesday at 1:45pm to be able to run about two miles in 19:30, be able to do 17 push-ups, and 50 sit-ups in 2 minutes. I need your help to encourage me, push me, and keep me going!

Heather!